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Happy Birthday Brenny!! :D
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Our little Brenny is fricking 27!! I am just so happy that I am apart of the whole Panic! family because their music has helped me trough so so so much! Like getting over being depressed, getting over my break up, getting over my parents divorce (which happened a couple of weeks ago), and just being there for me when I'm alone. I really hope that someday I will be able to go to one of their concerts, like seriously that would make my freaking life!!
But anyways this is also an update journal since I haven't been on since fricking november I think!! And i really really miss all of you guys! And I know and I'm sorry for all of the times that I said that I would be more active but I'm for real this time! I posted so far a couple of my drawings that I've done in art class and very soon I'm going to post a new origami!! (It's a bear
) Something else that's super duper excited that happened to me is that in January I sent in an application form for the Miss Teen Canada Globe Pageant and I FRICKING GOT ACCEPTED!!!! 
I'M SOOOO EXCITED!! XD It's so crazy! And it's in august so sometime then there's gonna be like some sort of popularity contest online and I'm gonna ask all of you guys to vote for me! 
And I know I know I know that me and my ex broke up in September and haven't talked or interacted since November but I still have feelings for him and think about him, a lot... And even dream about him... 
I just don't know what to do about that, it's literally driving me crazy! Like I know that deep down somewhere in his heart he's still the cute lovable guy that I really truly loved! (And still do) But on the outside I see grossness, like I don't know how to explain it but it's just sad to see him now, like he's not what he used to be 
And recently I found a bunch of old pictures of him and I was all like awww 
And plus he has a new girlfriend named Shelby!! Like WTF DUDE! No fair at all! But don't get me wrong guys I'd never make that same mistake (If ya know what I mean). And I guess if he's an ass now then he always was an ass and I was just to blind to see it. *sigh* I just makes me sad but life goes on. Guys, love sucks but still I love it. It's like a drug.. But enough of that, another thing I forgot to mention was that for the pageant I have to present a talent and I'm going to sing a song! 
:3 And I would really appreciate it if you guys would suggest some? 
I turned the great 16 in March and my party was such a fail -_- Only 3 other people showed up and one girl slept over so once everyone else left we got out the vodka and drank our minds our!! It was fricking intense! We drank a whole goddamn bottle of vodka! Omg I woke up and didn't even remember half of what happened but we recorded some of it I guess and I went on Omegle for some stupid ass reason and I fricking started flashing a bunch of people my boobs!! So like ya, shit happens I guess... 
Also the friend that I got drunk with got me super into 90210, it's like my life right now! And I'm so sad that I'm just about done I really really really good!! Like seriously! Ok about school.. I absolutely hate it! I am just barely passing most of my classes. I don't know it's just like I get homework and stuff to finish but I never do! I'm just not motivated at all and my school is so small and shitty and I very much dislike most of the people there (cough cough) except for like 3 people so I'm planning on going to a much much bigger school and just starting fresh and new.
Instagram guys! : @ shelbysarrazin
Well if you've survived in reading this whole thing I congratulate you!
Love you guys
But anyways this is also an update journal since I haven't been on since fricking november I think!! And i really really miss all of you guys! And I know and I'm sorry for all of the times that I said that I would be more active but I'm for real this time! I posted so far a couple of my drawings that I've done in art class and very soon I'm going to post a new origami!! (It's a bear
) Something else that's super duper excited that happened to me is that in January I sent in an application form for the Miss Teen Canada Globe Pageant and I FRICKING GOT ACCEPTED!!!! I'M SOOOO EXCITED!! XD It's so crazy! And it's in august so sometime then there's gonna be like some sort of popularity contest online and I'm gonna ask all of you guys to vote for me! And I know I know I know that me and my ex broke up in September and haven't talked or interacted since November but I still have feelings for him and think about him, a lot... And even dream about him... I just don't know what to do about that, it's literally driving me crazy! Like I know that deep down somewhere in his heart he's still the cute lovable guy that I really truly loved! (And still do) But on the outside I see grossness, like I don't know how to explain it but it's just sad to see him now, like he's not what he used to be And recently I found a bunch of old pictures of him and I was all like awww And plus he has a new girlfriend named Shelby!! Like WTF DUDE! No fair at all! But don't get me wrong guys I'd never make that same mistake (If ya know what I mean). And I guess if he's an ass now then he always was an ass and I was just to blind to see it. *sigh* I just makes me sad but life goes on. Guys, love sucks but still I love it. It's like a drug.. But enough of that, another thing I forgot to mention was that for the pageant I have to present a talent and I'm going to sing a song! :3 And I would really appreciate it if you guys would suggest some? I turned the great 16 in March and my party was such a fail -_- Only 3 other people showed up and one girl slept over so once everyone else left we got out the vodka and drank our minds our!! It was fricking intense! We drank a whole goddamn bottle of vodka! Omg I woke up and didn't even remember half of what happened but we recorded some of it I guess and I went on Omegle for some stupid ass reason and I fricking started flashing a bunch of people my boobs!! So like ya, shit happens I guess... Also the friend that I got drunk with got me super into 90210, it's like my life right now! And I'm so sad that I'm just about done I really really really good!! Like seriously! Ok about school.. I absolutely hate it! I am just barely passing most of my classes. I don't know it's just like I get homework and stuff to finish but I never do! I'm just not motivated at all and my school is so small and shitty and I very much dislike most of the people there (cough cough) except for like 3 people so I'm planning on going to a much much bigger school and just starting fresh and new. Instagram guys! : @ shelbysarrazin
Well if you've survived in reading this whole thing I congratulate you!
Love you guys
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Summer Love
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Stolen from 
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
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1. SOMEONE SAYS "ARE YOU OKAY" YOU SAY?
Let me go
2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
That green gentleman
3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The end of all things (well i'm screwed)
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
She had the world (... :/ )
5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Pas de cheval
6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
I get paper (ha I sure hope so!)
7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Who says
8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Just one yesterday
9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I'm a freak (um well yes
)11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Taquila (bitches! XD )
12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Every teardrop is a waterfall
13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I don't care (well at the moment i don't really)
14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The black pearl (not really sure how to explain this..?)
15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Naturally
16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Behind the sea ( :') )
17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Slow down
18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Cliché hot (not a fear but ok..)
19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Goin' in (I actually have a secret right now)
20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Without me (This thing isn't going to great -_-)
21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Woozy anthem (well one friend for sure!)
22. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Do you know what i'm seeing (or what i'm feeling?)
23. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Crede ma (no fricking clue)
24. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
A little death (well this song is really dirty soo...
)25. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Summer love
This didn't go as plan and doesn't really make any sense Bit oh well it was fun!
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Life sorta kind of stinks..
3 min read
About my title, the bad part of it means that my boyfriend broke up with me (like last month) and it has been pretty rough since then but I think that I am finally getting over him!! I am sososo proud of myself and I think the easiest way of getting over someone is to point out all of their flaws. For example with my ex: he's friends with more girls than boys, he's very very narcissistic, thinks of himself before others, flirts with everyone, doesn't like sadness or depression (which I get pretty easily) and wasn't very supportive. Like I am SOO over that! And to make it even easier, for the past week he's been trying to "flow" his hair and it's looks so damn gross and greasy it's like eww get away from me! But the hardest part for me was that like a week or 2 after he broke up with me he got a new girlfriend!! Like FUCK you!! So that makes me hate him EVEN more!
On the positive side, now that we're done I can focus on Brendon more! And we all know that I love Brendon Also I went to a huge halloween dance party and like I don't get out of the house very often so I went a bit wild And I dances (well grinded ) with two guys and I turned down two guys who asked me to dance. And man! That party was crazy! By the end of the night I was so gross and sweaty and my knees hurt soo bad, but it was worth it Haha now I kind of want to go to more!! Also also, my parents might buy a lot in Honduras!!! So cross your fingers for me that they do!! OMG I'm just soo excited!
And we all know that I love Brendon Also I went to a huge halloween dance party and like I don't get out of the house very often so I went a bit wild And I dances (well grinded ) with two guys and I turned down two guys who asked me to dance. And man! That party was crazy! By the end of the night I was so gross and sweaty and my knees hurt soo bad, but it was worth it Haha now I kind of want to go to more!! Also also, my parents might buy a lot in Honduras!!! So cross your fingers for me that they do!! OMG I'm just soo excited! So I will talk you guys later byeeee!! MUAH!
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HEEEY
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Hey everyone!!
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and I think I'm coming back to DA!! I don't know if you guys missed me or not but I'm back! One reason that I'm back is because one of my friends was on Twitter and I asked her like what the reason of Twitter was so then we searched up my name and surprisingly some people put links to my page!! And that made me realize that you guys love me I'll try to post pictures but I have to organize myself first 
Also I'm saving up my money to buy a super awesome camera to make Youtube videos because Shane Dawson, Joey Graceffa and all of them have given me sooo much inspiration! Alssso do you guys know what CreeperBrendon is?? It was an old account on here that I love oh so much but then the girl left who made them so there wasn't anymore And that made me very sad because they were hilarious to read and always made my day Any who I started an Instagram account about it!! It's @creeperbrendon and everyone loves it! Even people who don't know who Brendon is! And my main account is shelbysarrazin so if you wanna follow ? But ya, all in all, hopefully I'm back forever and I'm gonna be starting new projects
And that made me realize that you guys love me I'll try to post pictures but I have to organize myself first Also I'm saving up my money to buy a super awesome camera to make Youtube videos because Shane Dawson, Joey Graceffa and all of them have given me sooo much inspiration! Alssso do you guys know what CreeperBrendon is?? It was an old account on here that I love oh so much but then the girl left who made them so there wasn't anymore And that made me very sad because they were hilarious to read and always made my day Any who I started an Instagram account about it!! It's @creeperbrendon and everyone loves it! Even people who don't know who Brendon is! And my main account is shelbysarrazin so if you wanna follow ? But ya, all in all, hopefully I'm back forever and I'm gonna be starting new projects Have a wonderful day!
Shelby
PS. I'm going through my watchers (because I have like 10,000 notifications?!?!) so I'll be deleting some people, so if you don't want to be deleted comment!!
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I don't know if anyone reads my journals but I'm leaving Deviant Art... Well I'm leaving because you know I just gotta start new and fresh and if you really want my new Deviant name note me. No I am not going to delete this account because it always pissed me off when other people deleted their account and all of their stuff was gone so ya not going to delete And ya I know I'm pretty inactie but my school took my laptop for the summer and other people are always on my computer at home so I'll be posting more on my new account with some of the stuff from here. Well I guess this is so long... bye..
And ya I know I'm pretty inactie but my school took my laptop for the summer and other people are always on my computer at home so I'll be posting more on my new account with some of the stuff from here. Well I guess this is so long... bye..
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